The Miracle Of God: A Key

Have you ever try to remember that how God really cares for you? We, the humans, really don't see this through until we see some kind of miracle from Him or what we always called this days "Magic" -___-. It's like expecting some of your parents money, instead they merely give you their care over you. Wake up now fellas. Love isn't material nor is in shape. I won't tell much anyway because it's not the point of this writing. I just wanna show that I'm just any mere human like most of you, who believes in Him just because I see Miracle. Remember: Let it be Those who don't see but believes will be happy. 
Oh well, in this new entry, I wanna share some experience that my God is so powerful and His work isn't limited after all like we always think. Believe it or not, this is involving a smallest of things that so-called KEY. Actually, this is the key for my bike. In this one morning, before I went to school, I swear I put my keys in my pocket pants. Now it's gone! Oh crap, how in the world I can take my sister to her school? Even we're both high school, but we were attending different school. Not to mention, mom was so angry that way, even the neighbors I bet can hear her shouts. Thank God she's a bit change now. Anyway, there I was, feeling like I lost all my dignity; Lost my key, take a bus to school, and also a bit angry that my mom blamed me for my mistake. Jeez, I feel ashamed for what I was yesterday.
Then, while I was in school, I told my friend of what happened. I remember that moment; hit the chair angrily, gain nothing but the pain on my toes. Then she told me that I should ask God what I should do in this situation. At first, I doubt it if God will heard me, considering that I've done too many mistakes. But I remember that He is forgiving. And while we're gonna pray for asking His blessing upon our return home, I didn't come out of the class yet. I did what my friend told me; I prayed, I don't remember what exactly I said but I do remember every content of it: asking for the forgiveness of my sins, asking if I can face this problem, asking if this is His will or not. If it is, let it be that way. For His ways is the best for me.
After that, I felt better then. While I walking to the halte bus, I still checked my pocket if the key is still there. It hasn't. Keep walking, then I took the bus to my home. There's this two people from my school too, a few people; one of them is some kind of creepy guy, in the bus. While in a way home, one by one left the bus at their destination. Then when this creepy guy took his turn to leave, I see one object that I realized suddenly he sat on his lap. A key that looks like mine!!! I grabbed it, then asking that guy if it is his. He said no, and I confused a bit. I just couldn't believe it, that this is a miracle. My friend in that bus said I was exaggerated, maybe I was the clumsy one left it there all the time. Meh. I know the whole story of it. There's no way I have it before that time.
Then, I finally arrived at my home. Try to fit that key on my bike starter. It works! I just can't believe it. God watch after me after all. Is this what they called THE POWER OF PRAY?? I'm glad I choose to be in his way, even I done some mistakes. Great, great is His power. I don't care if people said I'm delusional. I believe!!! :D
That's the end of my story. Sorry for the messy grammar btw. I just wanna have a shower after I done blogging. Hope this story reminds us that God is always with us. Note also that He always try to grab our hands, but we just don't want any help from Him sometimes. Okay, guys. See ya later. God Bless Us all. :)

The Meaning Of Love

There is a time when I wrote a status of Facebook, a memorable C.S. Lewis quote about love; "If you don't love God, then how can you love anyone?". Well, I already forgot the details of the sentence of it. Anyway, there's this guy who said that's just BULLCRAP. He thinks that how can we love God and anyone equal? Human are just a piece of trash, and God isn't. Jeez, I think again. How much arrogance is in this man, thinking he can't judge men like that?? I hope God bless this man and open his eyes.
Back to topic, YES it's true that we are sinful, no exception. And also this guy I mentioned reminded me of Gandhi. Gandhi once said he doesn't like the Christian because they said they are the follower of Christ but yet everyone still doing against God's will. C'mon Mr. Gandhi. Nobody's perfect you know. Remember that the flesh is weak, but the soul is willing. And it's okay too for not being okay, but it's REALLY not okay for keeping that way.
Oh yeah, I also remember that guy also said he is "Open-Christian". What's that mean? I thought a Christian is able to love one another, not treating everyone like a douchebag. You want more proof that it isn't so-called "Open Christian"?? There is one obvious proof. God was willing to die for us. He really LOVE us the pukes. He even said "Father, forgive them for they don't know what they done". See? What kind of man would say such things with that great pain? Still don't believe it? Okay, open your bible: Matthew 5:43-44.
"You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you."
Jesus himself said that. So it's undeniable that we must love everyone, including your own enemy. I mean, if your enemy hit you and you just treating them like he's your friend, he'll be confused right? Then he'll be curious, in what kind of power would you do that to them? And that is your job to teach them The true meaning of LOVE.
Now you see how LOVE works in all of us?? That's really cool right? At first, I don't know what Mr. Lewis mean by that, when I wrote that status. I just wanna impress anyone with some cool words back there. Hehe, sorry. But now, I think I understand right about it, just as much as I understand the Bible that once I doubt. And hmm I hope my opinion about this eternal love really help you understand about Him. I really hope so.
Also, I'm really grateful I can write something like this, hoping to open your eyes a bit and let God do the rest. Jesus Bless u, everyone. Remember that He loves ya now and always.

Women, The Next Big Thing After God...

One day, after dB.St session about MARRIAGE, I've quite thinking about women and their universe. What they like and what they don't, that's really complex things to discuss. Sometimes, if you giving them too much attention, they feel annoyed sometimes. Also, if you don't give a damn about them, that would be a painful way for hurting a woman. Everything turns harsh. That's why I said that Women are the greatest mistery of the universe after God Himself. One layer opens, still a long way to open another layer. I should confess that I'm no ladies man and not romantic either. Quite remember about my relationship era when I'm too busy with my time than with my girl. Yes, back there I have some ego. But I'm trying right now to understand them. Their universe are more complex than I thought, just like God's will. Oh, it should be noted that I've never hit a gil before (maybe my sister a couple times, but that's just a prank. Hehe). Wish me well to understand Women, because I think it took lifetime effort just trying to understand them.

God Bless Women. ;P

The Story Through These 3 Months...

Hey guys, this is my first blogging. I've been trying to do that from a long time. But I just don't know what to write. Plus, I want something different for my blog name (See the name, pretty weird huh??). But now everything important from my life, I'll be writing it here. Coz someone said that inspiration doesn't come everyday, so if it's coming suddenly, you must write it. Well, I have a story right now I wanna share. I'm just hoping by writing it, I'll remember what is my lone purpose in this world just by reading my writing.
It's Saturday, 26 February 2011. I was hold on class by some over-excited lecturer. He didn't remember that his time should be over at 14.40 but it's already 15.10. I must hurry to Cikarang because my friend, Mathilda, having a TAKERS Concert at Lippo Cikarang. My legs shaking impatiently, then finally at 15.11 he stopped. I signed my absent quickly then ran to a bus station.
Unfortunately, on my way there, I got hit by a car. But thank God, the hit didn't cause serious injury, only made my walking a little bit weird. Then when I waited the bus at Blok M, finally I got it. But the bus still waiting for more passengers, I'm so afraid that I'll be late. The bus leaving at 16.20, arriving at Cikarang on 17.45. I asked some people on street where is the nearest church there. Then they asked me to ride Angkot 33. But I doubt about it, then I took my stop at CITY WALK CIKARANG. Calling Hilz for my destination, then she said I must take 33 (Silly me...) then stop at Hospital and take a walk there.
I rode the 33 again, but this driver pissed me off. First he waited for more passengers, although his Angkot already a bit full. Second, he asked me for a lighter. Do I look like a cigarette smoker??!
Finally I arrive at the concert on 18.25. A little bit late, but at least not so worse after what I've experienced. "Hey, look at that red hairdo girl. That's Hildos." I smiled a little; she doesn't change a bit. Then I make my walk through there, finding a great spot for taking some photos.
After the concert, she introduced me to many of her friends. One of them that I've still connecting is the girl named Aya. I don't know her back then, but she strikes me like a... different person.
Well, after the concert and everything, days after that, I'm still connecting to Aya. And then through her, I learned about the Truth of Bible, her care of animal activist, and a great friend too. She even introduced me to a group they called dB.St (de Bible Study/De Best). Wow, I'm speechless once I joined them. Learning some knowledge that I think I'll never learn anywhere, find another great, new friends, and then seen a way of Christianity with a more bright spot as Christ the Light.
All in all I wanna say is, God must have a plan for me. If He never made me experienced all of this, I must've still be the same smart ass I was back there. Not to mention that I've learned the greatness of miracles He created for me. Well, if I still have some purpose while I lived, I guess I just followed His plan. After all, our lone purpose in this world is to Worship Him. So anyone that have read this, don't ever think that accident or unluckiness that have struck you makes you thinking "God really hates me". Wrong!! God loves anyone that He created. Even the most *ehmm* ugliest creature God still adore. The way accidents happened to you is the same kind that your parents grounded you for bad behaviors etc etc. That's the way it is. Remember: You should be thankful that you receive damn bad things on Earth because the moment of pains are just temporary. The eternal punishment of Hell is more dreadful and it lasts...FOREVER!!! Surely you don't wanna end up there right? So, the only way to avoid that is to believin' in Jesus and follow Him FAITHFULLY.
Well, I guess that's the end of my story. Hope it will lead you to a better change or...something. -___-
God Bless You. :-)